SZA Reflects on Hard Times: ‘I Was Hella Depressed, Shout Out To Those Days’

SZA recently took a moment to reflect on her past struggles and show gratitude for how far she’s come. In a heartfelt message shared on social media, the SOS singer opened up about a difficult period during the COVID-19 pandemic when she was grappling with grief and personal challenges.

A fan shared a nostalgic clip of SZA during quarantine at her childhood home in New Jersey, where she excitedly showed off some cool items she found in her mom’s closet. This video prompted SZA to reminisce and share her raw emotions with her followers.

“I was hella depressed n masking,” SZA wrote in her post. “Not eating. Over working out. But I always had my childhood home to get lost in. Still do. Grateful to be in a much better mental space now.” She reflected on the loss of her grandmother, which compounded her struggles, but emphasized her growth and how thankful she is for her current mindset.

SZA’s Journey From Struggle to Stardom

Fast forward to today, and SZA is a global superstar. Her album SOS, released in 2022, continues to make waves. The album recently made a return to the top of the Billboard 200 chart, following the release of its deluxe version, Lana, which dropped on December 20, 2024.

In the week following the release of Lana, SOS shifted 178,000 equivalent units, with the deluxe tracks contributing a significant portion of that total. Notably, the 15 tracks on Lana alone racked up 105,000 units, securing the number one spot on the Billboard 200 if it were considered a standalone project.

Since its debut, SOS has made history, spending 11 nonconsecutive weeks at number one and never falling out of the Billboard Top 20. This record-breaking run highlights SZA’s immense popularity and the lasting impact of her music.

Grateful and Blessed

Despite the hardships, SZA’s incredible achievements reflect her resilience and perseverance. She celebrated her ongoing success on Instagram and X, thanking her fans and acknowledging the role that divine favor has played in her journey. From winning three Grammys, reaching number one again, and even making a Sesame Street appearance to shooting a movie and landing a Vogue cover, SZA has had a year filled with milestones.

In a powerful post, she wrote, “If it wasn’t for God’s favor over my life this year… My parents are healthy. Won 3 Grammys. Went number one again. Sang on Sesame Street. Shot a movie. Shot a Vogue cover. Toured the world. Got a Songwriters Hall of Fame award. WHO JAH BLESS NO MAN CURSE!!”

SZA’s journey from personal struggles to superstardom is a testament to her strength, talent, and unwavering belief in herself. As she continues to soar in her career, her vulnerability and gratitude inspire fans around the world. Shot a vogue cover. Toured the world. Got a songwriters hall of fame award. WHO JAH BLESS NO MAN CURSE!! NO MAN!!! AMEN.”